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So, a lame ass attempt to rid myself of the big black cloud thats blocking the creative juice channel of my brain. We ain't flooded with that stuff any more. I'm desperate to write something, anything, but for some unknown, frustrating reason, I can't. I need to get past this thing that only lets me write when I know i should be doing something else. Like, revsising for exams, or doing coursework. Two reasons for this:
1) It will completely fuck up my life if i'm writing fan fiction instead of doing my work. And i have worked too hard so far to let that happen.
2)It's just not practical to not be able to write for 3 months. And i want to write more than that!!
And i also can't stand the fact that i've finished ONE thing out of everything that i've written, ever....ONE!! how shameful is that!??! ergh. But you know. Silver lining will get finished. there you go, people can hold me to it now that i've put it in writing.
And once again I've run out of things to say.
And once again I'm tired.
My life is the most predictable thing ever.
If I'm not yawning, I've got the hiccups, and if im not asleep, I'll be drunk or doing work.
Clockwork.
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